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Thank
you for your reply. It was incredible. You were right on
everything. She comes from a small town (near where they
make Toyota cars). She is confused in Japan and going
nowhere. She is almost
definitely a virgin from what I have heard. But then
my sexual
experiences are extremely limited and we are about
the same age so share so much in common here too and I
need her to know this (assuming we are both correct
here). Yes she has taken up hobbies to pass the time
just as you said,
cooking, sewing and knitting and art. All what you
said is true and more. She has complexes... she is
always
putting herself down. She feels her friends and
other students are pretty and she is not. And maybe
England offered some escapism from this confusion but
has not as yet been the answer. So now she is losing
heart and giving up on
learning the language too. Again, just as you said.
I really can help
her
change her life and I know she can help change mine.
We have so much in common, our only difficulty being
able to discuss things in depth with the language
problem.
Sadly though, I only
have a few days before she makes a decision.
Seducing her at my house is not my style. It would
be far too quick for both of us taking into account our
backgrounds and possible
fear of
intimacy. But sending her a letter would open the
gates and as you rightly said "I have nothing to lose"
even if she rejects me as a result. |
